Hey pabbee.. I really need to say sorry for not blogging for the past 2 days. I just got back today and i'm pretty tired but i thought of bloggin before i sleep. Yesterday was a full day with michelle and rachel. We went to churchthe whole entire day. We went to their old church which was a methodist church in th morning then anothr church in the afternoon. The methodist church was very similar to my church so i fitted in well. I felt yesterday the LOrd touched me. After the Holy Communion, we had to affirm our faith. It talked about how we will stand strong and willnot be shaken even when Satan shakes us. That really woke me by thinking about myself going to Switz. I was feeling scared before cause i was so scared that i will change in a way that i will be further and further fom God. I was so afraid about this till i could cry and i prayed asking HIm to guide me. I felt yesterday's both services really like as though he was talking to me. For the afternoon service, Pastor Prince was talking about "Rest". Not to worry about tomorrow. Just commit everything into His hands. That was pretty a thing for me. Right now, i feel more calm in a way that i'm feeling a relationship with Him again. He truly has guide me. Today, i just found out that the Indonesian guy that is going with me to Glion is also a Christian. I'm so glad about that. So i suppose we will be worshiping together. I love the song "This is our God by hillsong" It really moved me.

We took the pulic bus to church and everywhere we went ysterday. You know la your baobei is princess so like abit funny lorr. The bus was so bumpy like roller-coaster only. So funny like go up and down. Then ah, your baobei lt ppl scold yesterday by an old lady. So sad you noe. I was leaning on the poll in front f her ma. Then she suddenly said "Can you stand properly? You want to sit? i give you sit. i let you sit!! <in chinese>) So grouchy la she. She got problem wan.

Today i sat the bus for the very first time alone. I took the bus back from Singapore to 1u. The bus was so so super nice and comfortable. The seats are so comfy with a pillow on every seat. They also provide lunch which were mee, oranges and coffee or tea. Really good their services. But what to do, they ought to be like that what. They are the most expnsive. I really enjoyed myself.

Oh it's my birthday already!!! People start to wish me now. Have o reply them all. REally thoughtful of them. Oh your best fren Andrew also wished me. Quite surprise though that he remembers. Although i don't get a wish from you but i will receive it through our hearts. I know you will wish me now. I'm sensing that you wait till 12 and you think of me. I understand pabbee. I know you will. I'm pretty ok this year. Not planning anything big this year. Mayb it's because i'm tired. I need to rest. I will have another farewell party nxt Sun. Not exactly i have it. It's the youth that are having it for me. Gonna have it at my ahma's house because bigger space. So its really sweet of them. i can see they are so excited and busy planning it. I'm starting to miss malaysia. It's nice you noe. with ppl here and things going on.

I ate crab today and it was delicious. i cut my finger abit today while eating. But don't you worry, it's just small but would love it if you want to kiss it. LOL...

Anyway, i have to sleep adi. I'm tired. I'll write to you again,

Good night!! i Love you PABEE!!! take care!!! I miss you always.. muaxx

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